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  <title>words aren&apos;t *just* words</title>
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  <pubDate>Sat, 09 Aug 2008 13:28:49 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Yearbook Pictures!!!</title>
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  <description>&amp;nbsp;I&apos;m doing what Sarah did and posting the id and password to the website with my yearbook pictures. Tell me what you think. I don&apos;t really know which I like, but I don&apos;t think I like any of them with the blue background. Here it is!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;https://mcgrath.backdroponline.com/login&quot;&gt;https://mcgrath.backdroponline.com/login&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;https://mcgrath.backdroponline.com/&quot;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;ID: ILE0908826&lt;br /&gt;Password: EHart47</description>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 20 May 2007 04:46:03 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Yeah so today I just watched movies...</title>
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  <description>Yeah so the songs in West Side story are nice but the ending of the movie sucked. If the writers and directors of it were going to model it after Romeo and Juliets so much throughout most of the movie, why didn&apos;t they make Maria kill herself at the end? And then I watched Night At The Museum and I gotta say, not as good as everyone said it was. It was good, but not great. And there were so many things wrong with the editing. Things would be there one moment and then they were goen the next. Big example: the two old guys at the end, they were there, tied up, then once Larry and the rest get back from getting the tablet, they&apos;re gone and it doesn&apos;t mention anything about them again.Yeah I pay to much attention to detail.&amp;nbsp;I also watched some movie on Lifetime...enough said.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Anyhoo...Semi was okay. I had fun dancing, that was pretty much it, no offense to anyone or anything. The music sucked and...I don&apos;t know...I would&apos;ve been fine if I had just stayed home. But I am glad people liked my dress :) because I like it and now that I know for sure that people like it I&apos;m excited for Senior prom...I still need to get flats though...curse Andy for being shorter than me. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;My mom went to my grand parents today to borrow my grandmothers digital camera (i love how she has one and not only never uses it, but also barely know how to use it, and then there is me, who would definatly use one and DEFINATLY know how to use it) and they talked and it&apos;s definite, my mother, grandmother, and I are going to see Wicked in Boston in the fall. It&apos;s not NY, but I&apos;m glad we aren&apos;t going there, I&apos;ve wasted enough of my parents money latley. Ooh! I love the book Sam gave me. It&apos;s really nice :) Hopefully all this sucky weather will end and after MCA&apos;s, her, Jena, Josh, and Andy can hang out before prom. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Okay, this was all a rant and now I definitly have to go to bed since I have to be up by eight since I have work.</description>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 01 Apr 2007 02:43:37 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>bad day/great day</title>
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  <description>So today I had to go to the doctors and then to the hospital to get blood drawn.... :shudders: and I hadn&apos;t eaten all day so tirdness + lack of blood made me dizzy. Then Sean and I went to Outback and met up with Jen and two of her friends, Kat (maybe Cat?) and someone else. I got a chicken Caesar salad and ate like half of it. : /&amp;nbsp; anyways, then Sean and I went to Newbury Comics and he got a buttload of stuff, ahh to have a job and money. Then we went to Starbucks and Jen and her friends met up with us again. I got some drink called izzy or something...it was good :) Then we went to Bishop Fenwick. We were with all the drama kids while they were gettign makeup done and then we went up and sat in the auditorium till the show started. I was so happy when I saw none other then....Marc! =D I love Marc. Anyhoo, we watched the show and it was decent. By the way, the show was High School Musical. :) yeah, ha ha. I thought some of the guys were cute, Sean didn&apos;t agree, but I did meet the guy that he would leave his girlfriend for, hehe. Now I am home and gonna go to sleep in a bit. Oh and I found out niether Sean nor myself have mono so....I&apos;m not sure whats wrong...maybe it&apos;s just allergies...but my allergies aren&apos;t usually this bad. Whatever....tomorrow I have lots of Homework to do, yay :(</description>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 18 Mar 2007 02:55:01 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>YAY! I &lt;em&gt;finally &lt;/em&gt;decided that I&apos;m going to sing No Good Deed for auditions on Monday. I seriously don&apos;t know why I&apos;m so nervous about it though. I guess I just don&apos;t want to sing in front of everyone. whatever. My mom and I signed up to do a Cancer walk in June that&apos;s in Wakefeild. We have to do it in a group so we&apos;re in a group with my cousin Katie(whjo I haven&apos;t seen inlike 5 years even though she only lives 20 minutes away), my aunt Pam(Katie&apos;s mom), my cousin Erin(who I haven&apos;t seen in like 10 years) and her mom...cindy I think. They&apos;re my dad&apos;s cousins and their kids so we don&apos;t see thme often. We actually used to live with them...anyways! So on June 15th we&apos;re doing it. :) I&apos;m so hapy, I&apos;ve wanted to do this for a long time...years. It&apos;s $100 per person so I have to raise money. I&apos;d like to make more than that though. And now I&apos;m off to bed since I don&apos;t want loosing sleep tonight to carry on to next week since, unfortunatly, MCA&apos;s are this week. :( Good Night everyone. OH! and Happy Saint Patty&apos;s Day!! &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;BTW: did anyone else have Corned beef and cabbage tonight for supper since it is Saint Patricks day?</description>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 11 Mar 2007 22:58:43 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>ahhh...</title>
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  <description>So Coriolanus went amazingly well. lol, my mom said Joey sounded like he was having a stroke whenever he was trying to remember his lines. :) Ground Round was fun...Ricky&apos;s face at that moment was priceless...so glad I didn&apos;t have to see it, I might&apos;ve puked...so gross. I think last night was so much better then Friday. I almost dropped Lauren =D hehehe. Kevin was giving me heartattacks when he was like &quot;can we just cut this.&quot; &quot; oh and this, I don&apos;t know it, so if we just skip this page.&quot; &quot;Can we skip the whole thing?&quot; I wanted to SLAP HIM. But in the end, all worked out well. :) IHOP, yummy! Ricky was going to get non-breakfast food...grrr but he didn&apos;t :) because I was going to hit him. And today I slept till 10:30...so techically 9:30, if you go by yesterday&apos;s time. Stupid daylight savings. And I must go do more homework! Farewell! Farewell! =D</description>
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  <pubDate>Wed, 10 Jan 2007 01:41:30 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>seeing as everyone else has done it...</title>
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  <description>Type your cut contents here.If your life was a movie, what would be the soundtrack? &lt;br /&gt;So, here&apos;s how it works: &lt;br /&gt;1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc) &lt;br /&gt;2. Put it on shuffle &lt;br /&gt;3. Press play &lt;br /&gt;4. For every question, type the song that&apos;s playing &lt;br /&gt;5. When you go to a new question, press the next button &lt;br /&gt;6. Don&apos;t lie and try to pretend you&apos;re cool... &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;yeah im a nerd but im doing it twice (once with my itumes and once with my radioblog) because I have different songs and I think it&apos;s interesting to get two results. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;u&gt;Opening Credits: &lt;br /&gt;&lt;/u&gt;&quot;Hitchin&apos; A Ride&quot; - &lt;em&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Green Day&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/em&gt; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;u&gt;Waking Up:&lt;/u&gt; &lt;br /&gt;&quot;Note To God&quot; - &lt;em&gt;&lt;strong&gt;JoJo&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/em&gt; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;u&gt;First Day of School:&lt;/u&gt; &lt;br /&gt;&quot;Sophmore Slump or Comeback of The Year&quot; - &lt;em&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Fall Out Boy&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/em&gt; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;u&gt;Falling in Love: &lt;br /&gt;&lt;/u&gt;&quot;From This Moment On&quot; - &lt;em&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Shania Twain&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/em&gt; (would I really fall for a guy that hard though? I mean it IS me...) &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;u&gt;First Kiss:&lt;/u&gt; &lt;br /&gt;&quot;Showdown&quot; -&lt;em&gt;&lt;strong&gt; Britany Spears&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/em&gt; (what am I a whore?) &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;u&gt;Trippy High Scene:&lt;/u&gt; &lt;br /&gt;&quot;Did You&quot; - &lt;em&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Hoobastank&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/em&gt; (doesn&apos;t really fit) &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;u&gt;Fight Song:&lt;/u&gt; &lt;br /&gt;&quot;Sidewalks[acoustic]&quot; - &lt;em&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Story of The Year&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/em&gt; (guess i&apos;m a mellow fighter?) &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;u&gt;Breaking Up:&lt;/u&gt; &lt;br /&gt;&quot;The Last Song&quot; - &lt;em&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Hilary Duff &lt;br /&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;u&gt;Prom:&lt;/u&gt; &lt;br /&gt;&quot;Always Love&quot; - &lt;em&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Nada Surf&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/em&gt; (aww) &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;u&gt;Life&apos;s just...ok:&lt;/u&gt; &lt;br /&gt;&quot;Perfect World&quot; - &lt;em&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Simple Plan &lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;u&gt;Mental Breakdown:&lt;/u&gt; &lt;br /&gt;&quot;Apres Moi&quot; - &lt;em&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Regina Spektor&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;u&gt;Driving:&lt;/u&gt; &lt;br /&gt;&quot;Hundred&quot; - &lt;em&gt;&lt;strong&gt;The Fray&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;u&gt;Flashback:&lt;/u&gt; &lt;br /&gt;&quot;White Men In Black Suits&quot; - &lt;em&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Everclear&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;u&gt;Getting Back Together:&amp;nbsp;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/u&gt;&quot;Life For Rent&quot; - &lt;em&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Dido&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;u&gt;Birth of Child:&lt;/u&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;br /&gt; &quot;If I Fell&quot; - &lt;em&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Maroon 5&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/em&gt; (right....ehh, I suppose)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;u&gt;At A Party:&lt;/u&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Company Calls&quot; - &lt;em&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Death Cab For Cutie&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;u&gt;Sex Scene:&lt;/u&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;br /&gt; &quot;Scattered&quot; - &lt;strong&gt;&lt;em&gt;Green Day&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/strong&gt; (okay....?)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;u&gt;Defining moment scene:&lt;/u&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;I Know I Know I Know&quot; - &lt;em&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Tegan and Sara&amp;nbsp;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;u&gt;Finale Battle:&lt;/u&gt; &lt;br /&gt;&quot;Prosthetic Head&quot; - &lt;em&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Green Day&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;u&gt;Funeral Song:&lt;/u&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Undiscovered&quot; - &lt;em&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Ashlee Simpson &lt;br /&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;u&gt;End Credits:&lt;/u&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Exceptional&quot; - &lt;em&gt;&lt;strong&gt;JoJo&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;u&gt;Bloopers/Outtakes:&lt;/u&gt; &lt;br /&gt;&quot;All We Know&quot; - &lt;em&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Paramore &lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/em&gt;(guess&amp;nbsp;it has some powerful outtakes)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 03 Dec 2006 07:34:30 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>since everone else seems to be doing it</title>
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  <description>[ ]I am shorter than 5&apos;4.&lt;br /&gt;[ehh] I think I&apos;m ugly.&lt;br /&gt;[ ] I tan easily.&lt;br /&gt;[x] I wish my hair was a different color.&lt;br /&gt;[x] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.&lt;br /&gt;[ ] I have a tattoo.&lt;br /&gt;[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.&lt;br /&gt;[ ] I have/I&apos;ve had braces.&lt;br /&gt;[x] I wear/wore glasses/contacts.&lt;br /&gt;[x] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.&lt;br /&gt;[x] I&apos;ve been told I&apos;m attractive by a complete stranger.&lt;br /&gt;[ ] I have more than 2 piercings.&lt;br /&gt;[ ] I have/had piercings in places besides my ears.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Family/Home Life&lt;br /&gt;[x only once] I&apos;ve sworn at my parents.&lt;br /&gt;[ ] I&apos;ve run away from home.&lt;br /&gt;[ ] I&apos;ve been kicked out of the house.&lt;br /&gt;[x] My biological parents are together.&lt;br /&gt;[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.&lt;br /&gt;[ ] I want to have kids someday.&lt;br /&gt;[ ] I&apos;ve had children.&lt;br /&gt;[ ] I&apos;ve lost a child.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;College/Work&lt;br /&gt;[ ] I&apos;m in college.&lt;br /&gt;[x] I have a job.&lt;br /&gt;[x] I&apos;ve fallen asleep at work/college/school.&lt;br /&gt;[ ] I almost always do my homework.&lt;br /&gt;[x] I&apos;ve missed a week or more of school&lt;br /&gt;[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year.&lt;br /&gt;[ ] I&apos;ve stolen something from my job&lt;br /&gt;[ ] I&apos;ve been fired.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Embarrassment&lt;br /&gt;[ ] I&apos;ve slipped out a &quot;lol&quot; in a spoken conversation.&lt;br /&gt;[x] Disney movies still make me cry.&lt;br /&gt;[ ] I&apos;ve snorted while laughing.&lt;br /&gt;[ ] I&apos;ve laughed so hard I&apos;ve cried.&lt;br /&gt;[x] I&apos;ve glued my hand to something&lt;br /&gt;[ ] I&apos;ve laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose.&lt;br /&gt;[ ] I&apos;ve had my pants rip/drop/pulled down in public&lt;br /&gt;[ ] I&apos;ve peed my pants in public .&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Health&lt;br /&gt;[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment/whatever else..&lt;br /&gt;[x] I&apos;ve gotten stitches.&lt;br /&gt;[ ] I&apos;ve broken a bone.&lt;br /&gt;[x] I&apos;ve had my tonsils removed.&lt;br /&gt;[ ] I&apos;ve sat in the doctors office with a friend.&lt;br /&gt;[ ] I&apos;ve had my wisdom teeth removed.&lt;br /&gt;[ ] I&apos;ve had serious surgery.&lt;br /&gt;[x] I&apos;ve had chicken pox.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Traveling&lt;br /&gt;[x] I&apos;ve driven over 200 miles in one day.&lt;br /&gt;[x] I&apos;ve been on a plane.&lt;br /&gt;[ ] I&apos;ve been to Canada.&lt;br /&gt;[ ] I&apos;ve been to Mexico.&lt;br /&gt;[ ] I&apos;ve been to Niagara Falls.&lt;br /&gt;[ ] I&apos;ve been to Japan.&lt;br /&gt;[ ] I&apos;ve Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.&lt;br /&gt;[ ] I&apos;ve been to Europe.&lt;br /&gt;[ ] I&apos;ve been to Africa.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Experiences&lt;br /&gt;[x] I&apos;ve gotten lost in my city.&lt;br /&gt;[x] I&apos;ve seen a shooting star.&lt;br /&gt;[x] I&apos;ve wished on a shooting star.&lt;br /&gt;[x] I&apos;ve seen a meteor shower.&lt;br /&gt;[x] I&apos;ve gone out in public in my pajamas.&lt;br /&gt;[x] I&apos;ve pushed all the buttons on an elevator.&lt;br /&gt;[x] I&apos;ve kicked a guy where it hurts.&lt;br /&gt;[ ] I&apos;ve been to a casino.&lt;br /&gt;[ ] I&apos;ve been skydiving.&lt;br /&gt;[x] I&apos;ve gone skinny dipping.&lt;br /&gt;[x] I&apos;ve played spin the bottle.&lt;br /&gt;[ ] I&apos;ve drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.&lt;br /&gt;[ ] I&apos;ve crashed a car.&lt;br /&gt;[x] I&apos;ve been Skiing&lt;br /&gt;[x] I&apos;ve been in a play.&lt;br /&gt;[x] I&apos;ve caught a snowflake on my tongue.&lt;br /&gt;[ ] I&apos;ve seen the Northern Lights.&lt;br /&gt;[ ] I&apos;ve sat on a roof top at night.&lt;br /&gt;[ ] I&apos;ve played chicken.&lt;br /&gt;[x] I&apos;ve played a prank on somebody.&lt;br /&gt;[ ] I&apos;ve ridden in a taxi.&lt;br /&gt;[ ] I&apos;ve seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.&lt;br /&gt;[ ] I&apos;ve eaten Sushi.&lt;br /&gt;[ ] I&apos;ve been snowboarding.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Relationships&lt;br /&gt;[x] I&apos;m single&lt;br /&gt;[ ] I&apos;m in a relationship.&lt;br /&gt;[ ] I&apos;m engaged.&lt;br /&gt;[ ] I&apos;m married.&lt;br /&gt;[ ] I&apos;ve gone on a blind date.&lt;br /&gt;[ ] I&apos;ve been the dumpee more than the dumper.&lt;br /&gt;[x] I miss someone right now.&lt;br /&gt;[ ] I have a fear of abandonment.&lt;br /&gt;[ ] I&apos;ve cheated in a relationship.&lt;br /&gt;[ ] I&apos;ve gotten divorced&lt;br /&gt;[x] I&apos;ve had feelings for someone who didn&apos;t have them back.&lt;br /&gt;[x] I&apos;ve told someone I didn&apos;t love them when I did.&lt;br /&gt;[ ] I&apos;ve kept something from a past relationship.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Sexuality&lt;br /&gt;[ ] I&apos;ve had a crush on someone of the same sex&lt;br /&gt;[x] I&apos;ve had a crush on a teacher.&lt;br /&gt;[x] I am a cuddler.&lt;br /&gt;[ ] I have lost my virginity.&lt;br /&gt;[ ] I&apos;ve been kissed in the rain.&lt;br /&gt;[x] I&apos;ve hugged a stranger.&lt;br /&gt;[ ] I have kissed a stranger.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Honesty/Crime&lt;br /&gt;[x] I&apos;ve done something I promised someone else I wouldn&apos;t.&lt;br /&gt;[x] I&apos;ve done something I promised myself I wouldn&apos;t.&lt;br /&gt;[ ] I&apos;ve snuck out of my/someone else&apos;s house.&lt;br /&gt;[ ] I have lied to my parents about where I am.&lt;br /&gt;[x] I am keeping a secret from the world.&lt;br /&gt;[x] I&apos;ve cheated while playing a game.&lt;br /&gt;[x] I&apos;ve cheated on a test.&lt;br /&gt;[ ] I&apos;ve run a red light&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Drugs/Alcohol&lt;br /&gt;[x] I&apos;ve consumed alcohol.&lt;br /&gt;[ ] I regularly drink.&lt;br /&gt;[ ] I&apos;ve passed out from drinking.&lt;br /&gt;[ ] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.&lt;br /&gt;[ ] I&apos;ve smoked weed&lt;br /&gt;[xbecause i had to take them every somehwhat hours ] I&apos;ve taken painkillers when I didn&apos;t need them.&lt;br /&gt;[ ] I&apos;ve eaten shrooms.&lt;br /&gt;[ ] I&apos;ve popped E.&lt;br /&gt;[ ] I&apos;ve inhaled Nitrous.&lt;br /&gt;[ ] I&apos;ve done hard drugs.&lt;br /&gt;[x] I have cough drops when I&apos;m not sick.&lt;br /&gt;[ ] I can&apos;t swallow pills.&lt;br /&gt;[x] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem&lt;br /&gt;[ ] I&apos;m anorexic or bulimic.&lt;br /&gt;[ ] I&apos;m addicted to self harm.&lt;br /&gt;[ ] I&apos;ve woken up crying.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Death and Suicide&lt;br /&gt;[ ] I&apos;m afraid of dying.&lt;br /&gt;[ ] I hate funerals.&lt;br /&gt;[x they didn&apos;t die when i was there but they were dying when i saw them ] I&apos;ve seen someone dying.&lt;br /&gt;[ ] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.&lt;br /&gt;[ ] Someone close to me has committed suicide.&lt;br /&gt;[ ] I&apos;ve planned my own suicide.&lt;br /&gt;[ ] I&apos;ve attempted suicide.&lt;br /&gt;[  ] I&apos;ve written a eulogy for myself.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Materialism&lt;br /&gt;[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.&lt;br /&gt;[ ] I own iPod or MP3 player.&lt;br /&gt;[ ] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.&lt;br /&gt;[ ] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.&lt;br /&gt;[x earings] I own something from Hot Topic.&lt;br /&gt;[ ] I own something from Pac Sun.&lt;br /&gt;[ ] I collect comic books.&lt;br /&gt;[ ] I own something from The Gap.&lt;br /&gt;[ ] I own something I got on e-bay.&lt;br /&gt;[x] I own something from Abercrombie.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Random&lt;br /&gt;[ ] I can sing well.&lt;br /&gt;[] I&apos;ve stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.&lt;br /&gt;[ ] I open up to others easily.&lt;br /&gt;[x] I watch the news.&lt;br /&gt;[ ] I don&apos;t kill bugs.&lt;br /&gt;[ ] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.&lt;br /&gt;[ ] I curse regularly.&lt;br /&gt;[ ] I sing in the shower.&lt;br /&gt;[ ] I am a morning person.&lt;br /&gt;[x] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.&lt;br /&gt;[ ] I&apos;m a snob about grammar!&lt;br /&gt;[xfootball] I am a sports fanatic.&lt;br /&gt;[ ] I twirl my hair&lt;br /&gt;[x] I have &quot;x&quot;s in my screen name&lt;br /&gt;[ ] I love being neat&lt;br /&gt;[ ] I love Spam (the food)&lt;br /&gt;[ ] I&apos;ve copied more than 30 CD&apos;s in a day&lt;br /&gt;[x] I bake well.&lt;br /&gt;[x] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue.&lt;br /&gt;[ ] I would wear pajamas to school.&lt;br /&gt;[x] I like Martha Stewart.&lt;br /&gt;[x] I know how to shoot a gun.&lt;br /&gt;[ ] I am in love with love.&lt;br /&gt;[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.&lt;br /&gt;[ ] I laugh at my own jokes.&lt;br /&gt;[ ] I eat fast food weekly.&lt;br /&gt;[ ] I believe in ghosts&lt;br /&gt;[ ] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.&lt;br /&gt;[ ] I&apos;ve not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.&lt;br /&gt;[ ] I can&apos;t sleep if there is a spider in the room.&lt;br /&gt;[x] Im really ticklish.&lt;br /&gt;[x] I love white chocolate.&lt;br /&gt;[ ] I bite my nails.&lt;br /&gt;[x] I play video games.&lt;br /&gt;[x] I&apos;m good at remembering faces.&lt;br /&gt;[x] I&apos;m good at remembering names&lt;br /&gt;[x] I&apos;m good at remembering dates.&lt;br /&gt;[ ] have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life</description>
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  <pubDate>Thu, 30 Nov 2006 01:36:31 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>&lt;table&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td colspan=&quot;2&quot; align=&quot;center&quot;&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;i&gt;Finish the sentence.. [61]&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign=&quot;top&quot; align=&quot;right&quot;&gt;i feel:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align=&quot;left&quot;&gt;giddy &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign=&quot;top&quot; align=&quot;right&quot;&gt;i want:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align=&quot;left&quot;&gt;diet coke with CAFFIENE :( i mis my caffiene &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign=&quot;top&quot; align=&quot;right&quot;&gt;i am making:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align=&quot;left&quot;&gt;different choices in life and they&apos;re making me happy &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign=&quot;top&quot; align=&quot;right&quot;&gt;i am wearing:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align=&quot;left&quot;&gt;black pants, a black, blue and white sweater and slippers (aka pajamas) &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign=&quot;top&quot; align=&quot;right&quot;&gt;i am trying to decide:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align=&quot;left&quot;&gt;if I want to have icecream &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign=&quot;top&quot; align=&quot;right&quot;&gt;my best friend is:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align=&quot;left&quot;&gt;cool &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign=&quot;top&quot; align=&quot;right&quot;&gt;my favorite memory is:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align=&quot;left&quot;&gt;the beach &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign=&quot;top&quot; align=&quot;right&quot;&gt;my worst memory is:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align=&quot;left&quot;&gt;the beach &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign=&quot;top&quot; align=&quot;right&quot;&gt;my favorite vacation place is:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align=&quot;left&quot;&gt;camping on the saco river &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign=&quot;top&quot; align=&quot;right&quot;&gt;i am:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align=&quot;left&quot;&gt;relaxed &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign=&quot;top&quot; align=&quot;right&quot;&gt;i want to be:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align=&quot;left&quot;&gt;successful &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign=&quot;top&quot; align=&quot;right&quot;&gt;i try to hard to:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align=&quot;left&quot;&gt;nice &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign=&quot;top&quot; align=&quot;right&quot;&gt;my fear is:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align=&quot;left&quot;&gt;something that others cannot know &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign=&quot;top&quot; align=&quot;right&quot;&gt;my hopes are:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align=&quot;left&quot;&gt;that my dreams come true &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign=&quot;top&quot; align=&quot;right&quot;&gt;when i get older, i:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align=&quot;left&quot;&gt;hope I can look back on my life and think, &quot;you did good&quot; &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign=&quot;top&quot; align=&quot;right&quot;&gt;i look:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align=&quot;left&quot;&gt;how i want to look &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign=&quot;top&quot; align=&quot;right&quot;&gt;i enjoy:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align=&quot;left&quot;&gt;traditions &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign=&quot;top&quot; align=&quot;right&quot;&gt;i HATE:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align=&quot;left&quot;&gt;...hormones &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign=&quot;top&quot; align=&quot;right&quot;&gt;one thing/person i love is:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align=&quot;left&quot;&gt;my mom &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign=&quot;top&quot; align=&quot;right&quot;&gt;when i fall for someone, i:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align=&quot;left&quot;&gt;am completly obvious about it &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign=&quot;top&quot; align=&quot;right&quot;&gt;my favorite color is:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align=&quot;left&quot;&gt;baby blue &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign=&quot;top&quot; align=&quot;right&quot;&gt;my favorite television show is:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align=&quot;left&quot;&gt;right now it&apos;s The Class &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign=&quot;top&quot; align=&quot;right&quot;&gt;a person i adore is:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align=&quot;left&quot;&gt;my friends &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign=&quot;top&quot; align=&quot;right&quot;&gt;a place i would go in a heartbeat is:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align=&quot;left&quot;&gt;Fiji &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign=&quot;top&quot; align=&quot;right&quot;&gt;the person that i&apos;m thinking about is:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align=&quot;left&quot;&gt;ricky...because he went to Fiji &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign=&quot;top&quot; align=&quot;right&quot;&gt;i love the way:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align=&quot;left&quot;&gt;the air smells just before snow falls &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign=&quot;top&quot; align=&quot;right&quot;&gt;a vexation of mine is:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align=&quot;left&quot;&gt;that I am always cold &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign=&quot;top&quot; align=&quot;right&quot;&gt;my favorite time is:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align=&quot;left&quot;&gt;when i fisrt wake up &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign=&quot;top&quot; align=&quot;right&quot;&gt;summer time is:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align=&quot;left&quot;&gt;relaxing &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign=&quot;top&quot; align=&quot;right&quot;&gt;my life is:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align=&quot;left&quot;&gt;changing all the time &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign=&quot;top&quot; align=&quot;right&quot;&gt;after school, i:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align=&quot;left&quot;&gt;come home and watch General Hospital &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign=&quot;top&quot; align=&quot;right&quot;&gt;i am a:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align=&quot;left&quot;&gt;blonde &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign=&quot;top&quot; align=&quot;right&quot;&gt;one thing i can&apos;t live without is:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align=&quot;left&quot;&gt;family &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign=&quot;top&quot; align=&quot;right&quot;&gt;i:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align=&quot;left&quot;&gt;like eggs &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign=&quot;top&quot; align=&quot;right&quot;&gt;i&apos;m trying to:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align=&quot;left&quot;&gt;get warm &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign=&quot;top&quot; align=&quot;right&quot;&gt;it hurts when:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align=&quot;left&quot;&gt;the blood comes back into my fingers &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign=&quot;top&quot; align=&quot;right&quot;&gt;like my father always says;:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align=&quot;left&quot;&gt;&quot;...&quot; wait i don&apos;t like what my father says, because he always gets me angry at him whenever he opens his mouth &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign=&quot;top&quot; align=&quot;right&quot;&gt;the hardest thing i&apos;ve ever had to do was:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align=&quot;left&quot;&gt;let go of a my best friend &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign=&quot;top&quot; align=&quot;right&quot;&gt;i NEED:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align=&quot;left&quot;&gt;sleep &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign=&quot;top&quot; align=&quot;right&quot;&gt;before i go to bed, i:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align=&quot;left&quot;&gt;drink something &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign=&quot;top&quot; align=&quot;right&quot;&gt;the first thing i do in the morning is:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align=&quot;left&quot;&gt;stretch &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign=&quot;top&quot; align=&quot;right&quot;&gt;the best thing about life:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align=&quot;left&quot;&gt;is how much things can change for the better when you least expect it &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign=&quot;top&quot; align=&quot;right&quot;&gt;i never knew that:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align=&quot;left&quot;&gt;vacuum had two u&apos;s in it &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign=&quot;top&quot; align=&quot;right&quot;&gt;my lucky number is:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align=&quot;left&quot;&gt;47 &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign=&quot;top&quot; align=&quot;right&quot;&gt;my room is:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align=&quot;left&quot;&gt;blue &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign=&quot;top&quot; align=&quot;right&quot;&gt;i can&apos;t:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align=&quot;left&quot;&gt;eat cheesecake &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign=&quot;top&quot; align=&quot;right&quot;&gt;i love going to:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align=&quot;left&quot;&gt;see my bother at work because i always end up getting clothes &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign=&quot;top&quot; align=&quot;right&quot;&gt;i cry when:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align=&quot;left&quot;&gt;i need to de-stress &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign=&quot;top&quot; align=&quot;right&quot;&gt;something that makes me smile is:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align=&quot;left&quot;&gt;alias bloopers &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign=&quot;top&quot; align=&quot;right&quot;&gt;it&apos;s:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align=&quot;left&quot;&gt;a wonderful life &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign=&quot;top&quot; align=&quot;right&quot;&gt;i love the movie:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align=&quot;left&quot;&gt;A Walk To Remember &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign=&quot;top&quot; align=&quot;right&quot;&gt;this survey is:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align=&quot;left&quot;&gt;boring &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign=&quot;top&quot; align=&quot;right&quot;&gt;i am feeling:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align=&quot;left&quot;&gt;bored &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign=&quot;top&quot; align=&quot;right&quot;&gt;love is:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align=&quot;left&quot;&gt;hard to understand and even harder to get over &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign=&quot;top&quot; align=&quot;right&quot;&gt;traveling is:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align=&quot;left&quot;&gt;something I want to do &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign=&quot;top&quot; align=&quot;right&quot;&gt;whores are:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align=&quot;left&quot;&gt;apparently i am one &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign=&quot;top&quot; align=&quot;right&quot;&gt;it is time to:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align=&quot;left&quot;&gt;get offline &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign=&quot;top&quot; align=&quot;right&quot;&gt;i am wearing:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align=&quot;left&quot;&gt;pajamas &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign=&quot;top&quot; align=&quot;right&quot;&gt;i&apos;m pissed off because:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align=&quot;left&quot;&gt;boys are stupid &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td valign=&quot;top&quot; align=&quot;right&quot;&gt;something about a person that turns me on is:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align=&quot;left&quot;&gt;...uhh let&apos;s not go there, mmkay? &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td colspan=&quot;2&quot; 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  <pubDate>Thu, 30 Nov 2006 00:45:48 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>hahahhaahahhahahahahhahaha....don&apos;t you love when you find out that someone has done something that they make fun of you for and swore they never do? yeah well i just found out someone did something they SWORE they would never do. I can&apos;t. stop. laughing. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;ahh. my day just keeps getting better. :)</description>
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  <pubDate>Wed, 08 Nov 2006 21:42:24 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>answer in one word. no explanations. ready? go.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Not as easy as you might think...&lt;br /&gt;1. Yourself: distant&lt;br /&gt;2. Your boyfriend/girlfriend: non-existent&lt;br /&gt;3. Your hair: dirty&lt;br /&gt;4. Your mother/stepmother: nice&lt;br /&gt;5. Your father/stepfather: sick&lt;br /&gt;6. Your favorite item: sporks&lt;br /&gt;7. Your dream last night: scary&lt;br /&gt;8. Your favorite drink: diet-coke&lt;br /&gt;9. Your dream car: jeep&lt;br /&gt;10. The room you are in: bedroom&lt;br /&gt;11. Your Ex: gone&lt;br /&gt;12. Your fear: dreams&lt;br /&gt;13. What you want to be in 10 years: writer&lt;br /&gt;14. Who you hung out with last night: james&lt;br /&gt;15. What you&apos;re not: crushing&lt;br /&gt;16. Muffins: blueberry&lt;br /&gt;17: One of your wish list items: peace&lt;br /&gt;18: Time: flys&lt;br /&gt;19. The last thing you did: drank&lt;br /&gt;20. What you are wearing: glasses&lt;br /&gt;21. Your favorite weather: pouring&lt;br /&gt;22. Your favorite book: dark&lt;br /&gt;23. The last thing you ate: ketchup&lt;br /&gt;24. Your life: amazing&lt;br /&gt;25. Your mood: sad&lt;br /&gt;26. Your best friend: none&lt;br /&gt;27. What are you thinking about right now?: friends&lt;br /&gt;28. Your car: non-existent&lt;br /&gt;29. What are you doing at the moment?: humming&lt;br /&gt;30. Your summer: wacky&lt;br /&gt;31. Your relationship status: single&lt;br /&gt;32. What is on your TV?: barbie&lt;br /&gt;33. What is the weather like?: rainy&lt;br /&gt;34. When is the last time you laughed?: lunch</description>
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  <pubDate>Fri, 06 Oct 2006 23:58:40 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>So today really sucked. I didn&apos;t go to school. My body just feels like a truck ran over it. I can&apos;t move my head because my neck hurts so bad. Oh well. I have a bad feeling about &quot;This Is A Test.&quot; Not because it&apos;s bad, it&apos;s really not. I just don&apos;t have that feeling that I got last year when rehearsing. Like I don&apos;t have the &quot;want&quot; and the &quot;need&quot; to do it. Ugh, it&apos;s really annoying. I want to just drop everything from my life right now and just forget about them. I don&apos;t want to have fun anymore, I want to do something to learn something and help my life in the long run. Like with improv, I don&apos;t do it anymore because last year it was just fun for me, I didn&apos;t think I was really learning anything from it. Of course I wouldn&apos;t take back doing it last year because it made it so that Robby, Kevin, Josh, Trevor, and everyone else were actually friends with me. I don&apos;t know why I don&apos;t want fun anymore. When I&apos;m having fun, it&apos;s....well fun and I like it. But I don&apos;t have the urge to do anything fun unless someone comes to me and asks me to do something. I&apos;m more hard pressed to do better in school and work because I don&apos;t want my parents to have to pay for me that much. I&apos;m realising that I actually want to go to college. But is this why I don&apos;t feel the need to have fun anymore? I don&apos;t think so. I don&apos;t care right now...but I really want to get into the play because I know how much I love doing it...but something is missing and I don&apos;t know what. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So other then that, school is good. I&apos;m doing good in english, biology, history, and geometry. I&apos;m really happy about this. Of course I still am doing a not so good job in Latin and French. I really don&apos;t care. Tomorrow I&apos;m working from 10-4. Then I&apos;m coming home with Sean (probably just getting dropped off since he&apos;ll probably go out) and then just watching a movie with Frank and Blizzy :) Then Sunday I&apos;m going to watch the Patriots game against Miami and do some my english homework and geometry homework. Then on Monday I&apos;m working again I think. Thank god...I actually get to rest. Ooh and I got a new computer! yay...not so really because now I have to get everything from my other computer and save it onto something and get everything I want off of it and then put it onto the new one. Well I&apos;m gonna go and eat dinner. Then put something on my neck. Bye bye.</description>
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  <pubDate>Tue, 03 Oct 2006 22:35:26 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>&lt;br /&gt;Post &lt;u&gt;anything&lt;/u&gt; that you want, and post it anonymously. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;a story, &lt;br /&gt;a secret, &lt;br /&gt;a confession, &lt;br /&gt;a fear, &lt;br /&gt;a love, &lt;br /&gt;ANYTHING. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Be sure to post &lt;strong&gt;anonymously&lt;/strong&gt; and HONESTLY. Post more than once, if you&apos;d like. Then, put this in your LJ to see what your friends (and perhaps others who you don&apos;t even realize read your LJ) have to say. &quot; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;That&apos;s for &lt;strong&gt;everyone&lt;/strong&gt; who reads this, especially if you don&apos;t have a journal. &lt;br /&gt;It&apos;s fun, and there&apos;s really no way that I can figure out who you are. &lt;br /&gt;Go for it!!!! &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Mon, 02 Oct 2006 22:19:12 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>Today was a good day. I didn&apos;t have to get up early today so I slept till 6:30. It was nice. Then when I got to school I started freaking out because I forgot about french homework. Luckily, it was easy so I did it quick. Then of course I get to french and we have to do some stupid writing assignment. Boring. Then english was nice, but of course now I have to write six paragraphs tonight. I&apos;ll get it done. Then latin...was latin, and I really don&apos;t understand it. Biology wasn&apos;t that hard, we just wrote our collins&apos; and that was it. Then we went to our last class for a little less then half an hour. That was also very nice. Then was the assembly. Since I already knew about everything, it was kinda boring. Then we got out. [Poor sarah, evil ricky made her go to the quiz team thingy. :( I&apos;m sorry sarah!! feel better] Then I waited for my mom to come get me. TWICE, I was told I looked sad. why? because apparently i always look depressed. But I&apos;m so not. I&apos;m really really really happy today for some reason. I think it&apos;s because I have a pattern with school and stuff and I&apos;m actually ENJOYING school. yay. and now I&apos;m really working. Only twice every other week, but still, it&apos;s working. Ok, so I&apos;m gonna go do my french thing and english thing and then latin.  Goodbye!!!!</description>
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  <pubDate>Mon, 02 Oct 2006 01:20:52 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>Quick question; I did one of those nohari things along with a johari one and I was just wondering, If I&apos;m the one asking for peoples honest opinion of me, shouldn&apos;t they at least tell me who they are instead of just putting &quot;HOLLA.&quot; am i right or am i wrong? because putting that just makes me think they are immature and cowardly because they won&apos;t put their real name.</description>
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  <pubDate>Mon, 02 Oct 2006 00:36:47 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>copying from scully even though she doesn&apos;t like getting copied ;-)</title>
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  <description>HOW MUCH HAVE YOU CHANGED IN FIVE YEARS?&lt;br /&gt;How old were you?&lt;br /&gt;10&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Where did you go to school?&lt;br /&gt;Sisson&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Where did you work?&lt;br /&gt;I had a paper route!!!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Where did you live?&lt;br /&gt;Lynn.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Where did you hang out?&lt;br /&gt;at home or the park&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;How was your hair style?&lt;br /&gt;shoulder length I think&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Did you wear glasses?&lt;br /&gt;yeah&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Who was your best friend?&lt;br /&gt;Shalisa and/or vivian&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Who was your regular-person crush?&lt;br /&gt;ummmmm.....knowing me, I probably did like someone, but I can&apos;t think of who&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;How many tattoos did you have?&lt;br /&gt;just my plan old stick on tattoos&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;How many piercings did you have?&lt;br /&gt;one in each ear&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;What car did you drive?&lt;br /&gt;i didn&apos;t drive, and I don&apos;t remember what mom drove&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;What was your worst fear?&lt;br /&gt;needles and snakes&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Did you smoke a cigarette yet?&lt;br /&gt;nooooo&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Had you been arrested?&lt;br /&gt;yes, of course. pshhh&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Had your heart broken?&lt;br /&gt;no&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Single/Taken/Married/Divorced/Bitter?&lt;br /&gt;single&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;**HA HA HA!!! LETS SEE WHAT YOU ARE NOW !!!!!**&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;October 1st, 2006&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;How old are you?&lt;br /&gt;15&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Where do you work?&lt;br /&gt;Hart&apos;s Harsware&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Where do you hang out?&lt;br /&gt;my house, school random peoples houses and josh&apos;s (not so much since school started) &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Do you wear glasses?&lt;br /&gt;yeah, but I&apos;ve been wearing my contacts lately&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;What is your hairstyle?&lt;br /&gt;long&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Who is your best friend?&lt;br /&gt;I don&apos;t have only one&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Still talk to any of your old friends?&lt;br /&gt;well not a lot but lately, yeah I have been and it&apos;s nice.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Who is your current interest?&lt;br /&gt;myself! for once in my life, I only care about myself, it&apos;s such a relief&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;How many piercings do you have?&lt;br /&gt;same as five years ago&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;How many tattoos?&lt;br /&gt;none&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;What kind of car do you have?&lt;br /&gt;I don&apos;t drive and I don&apos;t know cars anyways so it don&apos;t matter much now does it?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;What is your biggest fear?&lt;br /&gt;my thoughts becomeing realitly...but that&apos;s not my biggest.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Have you been arrested since, if so, how many times?&lt;br /&gt;none&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Has your heart been broken?&lt;br /&gt;nope&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;REPOST AS &quot;How much have YOU changed in 5 years&lt;br /&gt;__________________________________________________________&lt;br /&gt;PROLOGUE&lt;br /&gt;1.Where did you take your default pic?: uhhh Friendly&apos;s?&lt;br /&gt;2.What exactly are you wearing right now?: patriots sweater, and monkey pajamas&lt;br /&gt;3.What is your current problem?: uhhh....a week from thursday&lt;br /&gt;4.What makes you most happy?: my family and doing good at something that is really important to me&lt;br /&gt;5.What&apos;s the name of the song that you&apos;re listening to?: Man-Eater&lt;br /&gt;6.Has anyone you&apos;ve been really close with passed away?: yeah&lt;br /&gt;7.Do you ever watch MTV?:  sometimes&lt;br /&gt;8.What&apos;s something that really annoys you?: people just randomly ignoring me one day and then when it suits them, just acting like it never happened (even though I&apos;ve done that once)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;-----------------------------------------&lt;br /&gt;1.Middle name: Kathleen&lt;br /&gt;2.Nickname(s): E. Hart, Hartelius, Little Duddle, Max (hahahahahaha) &lt;br /&gt;3.Current location: my room&lt;br /&gt;4.Eye color: Blue/Green&lt;br /&gt;--------------------------------&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;CHAPTER 2:&lt;br /&gt;1.Do you live with your parents?: yepp&lt;br /&gt;2.Do you get along with your parents?: yeah&lt;br /&gt;3.Are your parents married/separated/divorced?: married&lt;br /&gt;4.Do you have any Siblings?: two brothers&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;---------------------------------&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;CHAPTER 3: Favorite...&lt;br /&gt;1. Ice Cream: Vanilla Bean&lt;br /&gt;2. Season: Winter/Summer&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;-------------------------------------&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;CHAPTER 4: Do You..&lt;br /&gt;1. Write on your hand: not often&lt;br /&gt;2. Call people back: Usually&lt;br /&gt;3. Believe in love: ehh. I guess&lt;br /&gt;4. Sleep on a certain side of the bed?: nope&lt;br /&gt;5. Have any bad habits?: yeah...but not like smoking or drinking or anything like that.&lt;br /&gt;6. Any mental health issues?: hahahaha, yepp. have since I was three.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;----------------------------------------------------&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;CHAPTER 5: Have You....&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;1.Broken a bone: never&lt;br /&gt;2.Sprained stuff: yeah&lt;br /&gt;3.Had physical therapy?: no&lt;br /&gt;4.Gotten stitches: Yes&lt;br /&gt;5.Taken painkillers?: yeah&lt;br /&gt;6.Gone SCUBA diving or snorkeling: no&lt;br /&gt;7.Been stung by a bee: yes, like five times&lt;br /&gt;8.Thrown up at the dentist: no&lt;br /&gt;9.Sworn in front of your parents: yeah&lt;br /&gt;10.Had detention: yeah&lt;br /&gt;11.Been sent to the principal&apos;s office: yeah&lt;br /&gt;--------------------------------------------------------&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;CHAPTER 6: Who/What was the last&lt;br /&gt;1.Movie(s) : uhhhh Jeepers Creepers 1 &amp; 2 with my dad&lt;br /&gt;2.Person to text you: Hunter&lt;br /&gt;3.Person you called: Mom&lt;br /&gt;4.Person you hugged: ....i don&apos;t know&lt;br /&gt;5.Person you tackled: ahahahhaha&lt;br /&gt;6.Thing you touched: keyboard&lt;br /&gt;7.Thing you ate: oranges&lt;br /&gt;8. Thing you drank: water&lt;br /&gt;9. Thing you said: thanks!!&lt;br /&gt;Repost and label as &quot;My Autobiography&quot;&lt;br /&gt;________________________________________________________________&lt;br /&gt;Dirty Thirty. . . 30 unknown facts/secrets about yourself:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;1. What does your MySpace display name mean?&lt;br /&gt;Umm, it&apos;s my Livejournal name?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;2. Elaborate on your default photo.&lt;br /&gt;me and scully we being mad cool outside friendlys&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;3. What&apos;s your middle name[s]?&lt;br /&gt;Kathleen&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;4. What is your current relationship status?&lt;br /&gt;single&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;5. What are you wearing right now?&lt;br /&gt;Patriots sweatshirt and monkey pants&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;6. What is your current problem?&lt;br /&gt;a week from this thursday...the 12th to be exact&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;7. What/Who do you love most?&lt;br /&gt;family &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;8. Who makes you most happy?&lt;br /&gt;family&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;9. Are you musically talented?&lt;br /&gt;I can play the flute?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;10. If you could go back in time, and change one thing, what would you change?&lt;br /&gt;I want to say I would change something, but the thing I would change might make it so I&apos;m not doing something now that makes me REALLY really happy. so I&apos;d be to scared to change it.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;11. If you MUST be an animal for ONE day-what would you be?&lt;br /&gt;LION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;12. Ever have a near death experience?&lt;br /&gt;sorta...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;13. Can you dance?&lt;br /&gt;hahaha, no&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;14. What&apos;s the name of the song that&apos;s stuck in your head right now?&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Samson&quot; Regina Spektor&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;15. Who did you cut and paste this from?&lt;br /&gt;Lauren&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;16. Name someone with the same b-day as you:&lt;br /&gt;my grandfather&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;17. Have you ever egged someone&apos;s house?&lt;br /&gt;nope&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;18. Have you ever been in a fist fight?&lt;br /&gt;kinda&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;19. Have you ever sung in front of a big audience?&lt;br /&gt;yepp&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;20. What&apos;s the first thing you notice about the OPPOSITE sex?&lt;br /&gt;eyes and hair&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;21. What do you usually order from Starbucks?&lt;br /&gt;I don&apos;t get anything from Starbucks &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;22. Do you have a crush on one of your myspace friends?&lt;br /&gt;not at the moment, but I have&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;23. Ever had a drunken night in Mexico?&lt;br /&gt;nope&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;24. Has anyone ever said you looked like a celebrity?&lt;br /&gt;yeah...but i can&apos;t remember her name&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;25. Do you still watch kiddy movies or TV shows?&lt;br /&gt;no&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;26. Did you have braces?&lt;br /&gt;no&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;27. Are you comfortable with your height?&lt;br /&gt;sorta...sometimes I wish I was a little shorter or a little taller&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;28. Has anyone ever done something for you?&lt;br /&gt;yeah...but not anything HUGE.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;29. Do you know any other languages?&lt;br /&gt;i can say like three sentences in French, that&apos;s it&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;30. What&apos;s your favorite smell?&lt;br /&gt;apple pies cooking in the oven</description>
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  <pubDate>Tue, 19 Sep 2006 00:26:13 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>HAHAHAHAHA, so I&apos;m a horrible person. I&apos;m watching the new show on CBS called The Class and I can&apos;t help but see the resemblence with the gay guy Lyon or something like that with one of my friends. omg, so funny...but if someone else were to see it, they wouldn&apos;t see it. me and my crazy mind :)</description>
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  <pubDate>Fri, 01 Sep 2006 04:48:55 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Adore my family</title>
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  <description>I feel like an oddball. I get along with my family so easily. My parents almost never get mad at me and know me so well that they know when something is bothering me. I hope that when I do ever get a boyfriend, he&apos;ll know me enough to be able to tell when somethings wrong, whether I&apos;m sad, mad, confused about something or whatever else I feel. It&apos;s weird that I do get along so well with them because everyone else seems to have problems every once in a while with one parent, both, and/or siblings and I rareley(literally like maybe once every three months, maybe). &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;:&apos;-( Marc&apos;s leaving tomorrow. I&apos;ll miss him even though I&apos;ve been praying for this day since the beginning of summer after eighth grade (a girl can want to sleep right?). I hope he won&apos;t do what I&apos;m thinking and my mom and sean and dad are thinking he&apos;ll do. Which is just come by when he needs something. I hope he&apos;ll actually want to still be a part of the family, like REALLY. I want him to come to my school plays. I want him to come over for dinner every once in a while. I&apos;ll miss him, because he really is a great guy. He&apos;s nice, funny, caring, and well...he gets me discount at Hollister. So...that&apos;s a plus. But as much as I&apos;ll miss him, I hope he can handle being on his own. I want him to prove everyone wrong. I think he can do it, but I don&apos;t know for sure if my mom does. My dad doesn&apos;t, Sean...I don&apos;t know, Ivan I don&apos;t think really believes he can. :/ oh well. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;God, this time next year, Sean could be leaving.........why did I have to be the youngest? Sean is so cool. I used to never get along with him, mostly because I was an annoying brat and I knew it :). I hope he goes to Salem State for the first year like he said he was thinking of doing. Which means he&apos;d be staying at home. Then I&apos;d be a senior after that so then it wouldn&apos;t be that bad. It&apos;s selfish of me to want him to stay close when I&apos;m planning on leaving the September I finish highschool. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I LOVE/ADORE/ANY OTHER LOVE WORDS my family....I hope I die first so I won&apos;t lose them first....again, selfish :/</description>
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  <pubDate>Thu, 31 Aug 2006 02:58:21 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>I love SEX AND THE CITY!!!!!  does that make me bad?</description>
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  <pubDate>Mon, 21 Aug 2006 15:03:11 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>ugh ugh ugh, today shall be a crappy crappy day. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i hate doctors and all their white coatedness and cold things that give me goose bumps. oh joy. doctor goalovsky here i come.</description>
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  <pubDate>Sat, 12 Aug 2006 01:53:22 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>I should be used to this by now right? I should realize that some people just never change. God this sucks. Today kinda sucked to. The patriots suck too,but thats just right now....they might make a comeback.it is only 3rd quarter with 10:22 left. ah the joys of summer almost ending and football beginning.</description>
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